Decisions, decisions!

So, it's about that time to rant about stupid things going on in my life or observations that i haven't been able to make conclusions out of yet. or. well. i have a conclusion, it's just not what i want. if i could, i'd drop everything and doodle my heart out, create something worth being proud of--I know I can do this, I just want to take it a step further. But then i have the conflict of pleasing my parents..... bleh! typical thing to get into is the medical field..... so much pressure because i'm the youngest and my eldest brothers are all something "big," lawyers, doctors, pharmacists, etcetcetc. and what am i? an in-the-process pediatric nurse. it's hard when i love making people feel better about themselves, but at the same time wanting to use my creativity to bring out that love for them. i have no clue if that makes any sense whatsoever to any of you but it makes sense to me. originally, i wanted to be a painter. then i decided that i wanted to make men and women feel beatuitful about themselves inside and out, and wanted to get into cosmotology. then i realized that i can't stand to see a person suffer, especially the one's who are unable to fend for themselves, so i wanted to become a nurse. now i'm on this path where i don't know where i want to go. i honestly wish i could do it all but i'm not a super human (although i really wish i was!) so i could carry on all my tasks/dreams/aspirations/goals in life. btw, i'm making a bucket list soon. but aside from that, i don't know what the future holds for me and it sucks that the planning i'm supposed to be doing isn't working out so well. i'm not in a rut but i need to get outta this indecisive stage and figure out what i really wanna do with myself. wah wah wahhhhhhhhhhh.

p.s. i miss you gaytlyn fagderon. be good in la :)

So, if you want a taste of Taft HS

Life in Cali

Saturday night chillin' in LA, sigh. Finally time for me to relax! Runnin' around everywhere - family function after function. Also, with a side of school and being sick.... Its been great. Ha, sike but its whatever. I'm holdin' up! I'm just glad I can finally be lazy & blog about my life for once, besides the lame 2 liners I've been doing. Ha! I know you [antron, reina, & jukejooke] miss me and my posts, bahahaha.

Hmm, okay so school! Taft High School.. Well, well, well. What can I say about my new school? The fact that its completely full of egotgots, mexicans, and persian/mexicans?!?! Soooo ghetto.. There are absolutely NO filipino/asians or puti's. Haaaa, sorry Reina! Can't find you your tall filipino boo... But if you need a fine blaaack dude, I got you! [; Haaa sike.

But yeah, school here has been pretty easy: barely any hw & classwork is super easy. I've already gone over everything I'm learning, haay! Although, I CAN'T STAND MY HISTORY TEACHER. He is a complete faggot and is constantly picking on me & putting me on blast! Oh and did I forget that he is a complete perv?! Yeah, these kinds of actions are not school appropriate AT ALL, but I guess he's been here for way too long for the school to care. The other day he rambled off about him on viagra and people doin' it at retirement homes...... Yeah, wtf. & he put me on blast my first week sayin' that I'm tryna get w/ every dude in my class ahhh!!! asshole. ]; & I got a D on my first test cos' he was unclear! faldjkfa;lksdjfafd;af. Sighh... Oh well who cares.

Well, moving on of this update on my life in Cali.. My first day I had to get a TB shot cos' it was mandatory for Cali schools. My school sent my mom and I to a clinic to get the shot & all the mexicans there were sick. My cousin Lindsey and I think we both got sick from those Mexicans, hmph ]; We were the starters of this virus, & though I've tried to pass it on to everyone, it still won't leave me. I guess that's my karma. I've gotten everyone sick in my family in Cali, but this damn bug won't leave me. Its horrible. I had to run a mile the other day & I was scared I was going to fail. ]; Buuut, I ran it in a little less than 10 min.. Ha, stfu fags.

But oh how I do miss my home! Seattle! ]; I miss it, and I miss the clean air and the pretty views of everything. & how I miss knowing people and not having no idea where the fuck I'm going and who everyone is! Haha, I'm having withdrawals ]; I miss all you faggots. I haven't gone and kicked it in like 2 weeks, this is fuckin' weak sawss. Too many family functions going on! I also left hella shit in Seattle, so I'm waitin' fo' my mama' to ship it down there! I'm kinda suprised the weather hasn't been too different from Seattle. Hella cold! & hella rainy, I think its only been once where it was super hawwwt. Oh well its whatev. I miss everyone, come visit me, wah ]; oh & shout out to ronald for the pic up there!!!

But yeah, I think.. This blog might be long enough. No one will probably read this... Except fro Reina.. HAHAHA. Buuuuuut yeaaaaaaah. Okay!!!! I'm done, the end! Haha.

Do you guys miss me?!!?!

Cos' I misssss all of you guys, fucking damnit! I have no time to go on the computer, cos' no one has internet!!!! booo for no wifi!! but yeah.. fuck the cold weather.

ps. i wanna live w/ my sister. fuck. this.

lolz

I LUH YOOHS!

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! I'm sending Caitlyn a package soon, anybody who wants in on the package needs to hit me up! You'll love the package, bitch! And if you don't, I'm gonna make you like it! =) I MISS YOU! Don't turn chola on me... Just kidding! Okay, off to work on this oh so... Not so, lovely day! (It's facking freeeezing!) I am valentine's free this Valentine's day! Or I think I am? Hahaha! I'm working so I ruined lots of plans... Solllllllllly! But yeah...

oh how i miss high school

so this is an actual a show on truTV called "the principals office"

Caaaute!

These cupcakes are so facking cute!

What the deuce!?

So this is what our world has come to, eh? Hilarious, yet, disturbing. Hahaha!

WAAAAAAH!

Ruling the world....... Or being cold as fck in Seattle Center
(Courtesy of Antron)

Here's an update with me:
Caitlyn's officially in LA. (Bring me back a boytoy, remember?! Hahahahaha!)
I can officially say I miss her stupid ass... hehe ;)
Work is doinnnn me right now.
& same with school.
I'm so over the winter season, I'm ready to bust out the high-waisted shorts without freezing my ass off.
I'm contemplating on my next piercing, that is, if I ever decide I truly want a new one.
It's snowing, but not sticking, thank goodness!
I recently visited places in Seattle that I've never been to, amazing!
I would love to go back to doodling & actually creating/completing something on canvas.
I wish I really went to the Art Institute, I know I still can... but I'm already more than 1/2 towards my Nursing shaaat.
I wish I had more time in the world for not only myself, but friends & fam. I'm tryinggggg!
I want a Louisiana Chicken Pasta from Cheesecake Factory, ASAP!
I also would love to visit the SAM, sometime soon.
I keep being asked if I have a Valentine--No, I don't. I work 6-11 on V-Day, though!

you fucking me makes me bilingual

hip-hop aint dead.

Day one in LA

Tell me why its cold and rainy? Thanks to my brother for bringing down the Seattle weather w/ him. FTL.

Goodbye Seattle, Hello LA

RM PHOTOGRAPHY

Sigh.

NOM NOM NOM FREEE

remember breakfast is the most important meal of the day!